Kiss N Tell #3

Why is it that I care so much, but do not care at all about you.

You were the one who led me on.

You convinced me that you were different from the rest.

You said you missed me.

You wanted me to be there with you.

You told me that you wanted me to kiss you.

You wanted me to hold you.

You said you would change.

You said that you'd make time for me.

But;

You LED me on.

You proved to be worse than the rest.

You never missed me.

You never talked to me.

You didn't change.

You said I just got in the way.

You ignored me.

You made me cry.

You didn't even realize what you did to me.

You broke your promise.

You don't care.

Why can't I realize that you aren't good for me. I'm so much better off without you, but for some reason, I can't forget you. Maybe it's because you just left without leaving. You're still there, but you're not. Maybe it's because you said you cared, but showed that you didn't. That bothers me. Not knowing why you did this really flusters me, and confuses me. I know you're not worth it. I know I deserve better than you. I HAVE better than you. But you, you're just a shadow in the back of my mind. Showing yourself to me periodically.

When am I going to realize that I don't need you. I never needed you. The thought of you was nice, but you were just a thought, nothing more than that. I'm moving on with my life, and if you decide to come back, I hope my shoulder leaves you cold as ice.